The best things in life

vacation

2005-07-05T14:51:48Z

hey.. sorry i havent been updating..! ive been away on vacation. First i went to Washington DC like i said i was before. It was really hot down there, and its just like, you look a pictures and books and everything and its just like, "whoa, i was there!" i think the family had a very good time. However, on the 2nd or 3rd day we were there, my dad got a phone call from one of his best friends, Steve, that his son had died in a car crash. Mike, the one who died, was an awesome person who had a lot of heart. He will always be on my mind. Rest in Peace Mike.
After DC, the family and me, Meg and Sam went to the cape. Sam came down with us and we picked up Meg later at IHOP =) We went to get Meg at about like 8.30 so we only had the night to hang out with her. But when you put me, meg, and sam together in a room when we're supposed to be quite, oh lord, you dont know what goes down. The next day we went to the beach and tanned almost all day. We met Ry there too. We all just layed out in the sun for a long time and we all got a semi tan that day. That night, i think Ry slept over. yeah she did. i remember now ;) we had a lot of fun that night! the next day, we went to the beach again. It was wicked crowded. We all met up with Matt and Michael, but we didnt hang out after the beach which made me sad because i really wanted to do something with them. That night, me, Sam and Meg babysat at my neighbors house. The kids were fine. but the funniest thing happened. They have a 5 year old girl named Kaylie and a 4 year old boy Walker. Walker's such a sweetie. We were just taking pictures of them and after, Walker would wanna see it. So i was making a movie and i said, "Walker! look! say hi!" and he says, "hiii" and then he says, "I WANNA SEE!" and he runs over and falls like 2 inches in front of my legs. He like fell over cards, action figures, and toy horses. And of course, Meg, Sam and me were like dying thats how hard we were laughing. Then he just looks up at me and says, "I'm okay :)" and yeah, it was wicked funny!! And of course, the next day we went to the beach and got our full tan. It was so good because i was complaining that i needed a tan and that i didnt have one, i just had the Italian skin. but yeah, the overall vacation was probably the best one ive had in a while. Hopefully i can go back to the beach soon because i already miss it!

AND SEAN COMES HOME TODAY! :) so i get to see him and hang out with him! :) <3

<3
xoxo
Lauren

tomorrow.. im gone

2005-06-26T20:30:59Z

this weekend was so busy in the Tweed household! i mean seriously! haha. on saturday, we did a lot of shopping around Milford and then we went to Chris's graduation party. it was really good to see everyone again!. and it was so weird because i havent seen Julia since she was about 7 months old and now shes almost 4! oh lord.. and everyone looks so different! Liz is still the same, sweet self as she is, Sam got her braces off, Kristen is still the same.. but with shorter hair, and for the rest of the crew, they've changed a little, but its a good change! Today Dan, me and mom went out for breakfast at Johnny Jacks and then went shopping. We had to watch Payton for a few hours and then we went. Washington DC better be worth all this running around.. its driving me crazy! But this morning, i called Sean and he sounded sad/happy to leave. and yes, you can feel happy and sad at the same time! So tomorrow, i have no clue what time i have to be up by, but the train for DC.. (yes, im taking a train into DC for 6 hours with my effing family.. oh god)leaves at 8.. im not gonna like this, i can already tell. and this vacation wont even be good because the hotel doesnt have a pool, and its not even close to the beach. no clue what im gonna do!

<3
xoxo
Lauren

xolauxo7 @ 2005-06-24T17:48:00

2005-06-24T22:13:39Z

Saying goodbye to someone is one of the hardest things to do. And today i had to do it. Leaving behind someone sucks so bad. Right then and there, i couldve held him in my arms forever. <3 and when he says stuff.. he just is saying it.. but today, with the things he said, i could tell he meant it. and guess what.. i have to do this again! He's leaving for California in August and is staying there for i dont even know how long, but he's gonna miss our 3 month anniversary =( but whatever, i'll get over it <3

-::. I Love You So Much .::-

<3
xoxo
Lauren

Still Fly

2005-04-21T20:21:51Z

Big Tymers - Still Fly Lyrics

[Baby :]
Whats up Fresh , its our turn baby

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but im hood rich da dada dada da

[Baby :]
gotcha car play gems on shine, said its mine, get a mink, baby
girl lets ride
You da Numba 1 stunna, and we gonna glide
and go straight to the mall, and turn out the inside
Prowler Gucci full length leather, Burbons cooler, cooly sweater
twenty inches pop my feather, The Bird man daddy i fly in any
weather
Aligator seats with the head in the
inside
Swine on the dash, G-Wagon so Fly
Numba 1 dont tangle and twisle
when it come to these cars i am that nigga
The gucci with the matching interior
3 wheel ride with the tire in tha middle
Its Fresh and stunna and we like brothers,
We shine like paint daddy this our summer

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but i'm hood rich da dada dada da

[Fresh :]
Have you ever seen the crocidile seats in the truck ?
Turn around and sit it down and let em' bite ya butt
See the steering wheel is fenly dash board Armony
With Your baby moma playa is where u can find me
Pushing through the parking lot on 24's Cadilac Escalade with
the chromed out nose
With the navivgation arrow headed straight to your spot
Where your wife really love me cause the sex is so hot
Put the Caddy up, Start the 3 wheel benz
Hyper white lights, ultra violet lens
Suma tuma tires and they gotta be run flat
T.V. where the horn go, boy can you top that ?
I'ma show you some shit when you press that button
The trunk went Eh-eh and all of a sudden
4 15's didnt see no wire's, and then i heard boom from the
amplifiers

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly
got a quarter tank gas in my new E-class
But that's alright cause i'm gon' ride
got everything in my moma's name
but im hood rich da dada dada da

Let me slide in the Benz with the fished out fins
Impala Loud pipes, Drinkin that Hen
Its the birdy birdy man ill do it again
In the Cadilac truck 24's with 10's
Lookin at my Gucci its about that time
6 bad broads flyin in at 9
New suburban truck with the porno showin'
Up and down and up they go and
Bodies on the Roadster Lexus You know with that hard top beamer
Mommy thats your truck
Im coming up the hood been lovely
New shoes on the whip and i wake up the bubbley
30 lex with convertible top
the rims keep spinnin every time i stop
I got a superman benz that i scored from shaq
With a old school Caddy with a diamond in the back

Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit
Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp
Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent
but thats ok, cause im still fly

Only sing this when i miss Scott <3 and i miss him alrite

WOO!

2005-04-21T20:15:25Z

Going to the Cape today! :) That makes my day a little happier. Yeah this week hasnt been very good. Alex was ignorning me and everything. But last nite we talked everything out and he said sorry and all that jazz.

Just a little bored right now. Listening to Still Fly which reminds me of my Scott <3 No one knows how much i miss him. I've never missed anyone this much before! He's in California right now, which is even further away from where he used to be. Well if he's reading this, (which he probably isnt) i miss you! and love you hunn!

Dad's still packing for the cape and i dont even think Dan's ready! i effing told him to be ready and he should've taken a shower but he didnt. DOES ANYONE IN THE TWEED HOUSEHOLD LISTEN TO ME? FUCK NO! Seriously, no one likes me. Thats why me and Sean are living together because our families hate us both.

Chris is coming to the cape with me so i'll be with him until Sunday.. I'll be home around like at the latest 8ish, maybe.. probably not that late. If you get bored, give me a call on my cell.. have a fun rest of vacation! haha SPRING BREAK BABBYYY! GET EXCITED! :D haha just a few more years and going to Florida with the girls and then over to New Orleans.. for haha you c an fill in the blanks ;)

.:: I Love You <3 * ::.

xolauxo7 @ 2005-04-04T15:40:00

2005-04-04T19:46:33Z

today went to school. i was so tired i like couldnt stay awake but i managed to. After school i had a pixey stick eating contest with Alex. i won but he said he did. haha nice try hunn, but i know how much you hate to loose against me ;)

well anyways my buddy Alex gave me a ride home 8) haha heck yes! so now im home listening to music and eventually doing homework and then im going for a run on the tredmil because i think its too cold outside to. Seeing what im having for dinner and then if i dont like what we're having, finding something else to eat and seeing when Alex can come over this week. Hopefully soon.

I offically HATE setting the clock forward. Less sleep which seriously sucks because i couldnt fall asleep last nite until like 12 which wasnt good at all because i only got like 6 hours of sleep. but i got 15 hours of sleep on saturday which was holla rad 8) haha im trying that new word out. haha

I love you <3

xolauxo7 @ 2005-03-30T15:49:00

2005-03-30T21:08:33Z

wow, sorry i havent updated in a while.. i thought i didnt want a Live Jornal, but i decided to update! :) well me and alex are all better.. oh and.. haha yeah, long story.. but yeah..
tried out for softball, sucks because i didnt make it, and so i decided that im going to go to the gym with Meg now that we didnt make the team. today, in gym felt really dizzy and i kinda still do. Thankfully Chris and Kevin were there and Chris bought me a RED powerade :) thanks bud! and yes, it made me feel better. probably going to go for a run a little later. then have to study for a monster test for science tomorrow. its so nice out that its hard not to be outside! so yeah. hanging out in the house for a while. then making something to eat and stuff. Today was a good day :) except for the fact that people can really piss me off.. but its okay, because I had a good day :):):):)

xolauxo7 @ 2005-02-24T10:35:00

2005-02-24T15:37:32Z

so far today, even though it only like 10.35, its been good. Scott made my day happy already. Tonite either going out with Levi if Meg has DI or if Meg can go, going out with Sam, Ry, and Meg.
Mail mans here and im probably going to get my progress report. great!

thats all for today.... =)

i love you

xolauxo7 @ 2005-02-23T11:54:00

2005-02-23T18:14:54Z

wow, im not feeling very nice today. first of all, i HATE being woken up be people. My brother had his birthday party at the Fairfield inn, and he invited some really close family friends (we call them our cousins)yeah we went to the hotel and chilled and went swimming and stuff. it was fun but i was really tired. i learned how to play poker!;) its really fun but i cant seem to win..haha. anyways, Dom drove me and Dan home and then my cousin Derek called and he came over. Then he took me to McDonalds. of course, the Big Mac was a good choice for me! but now my tummy hurts. wicked tired because me, nick and alex went to sleep at like 1 in the morning. and then Katie and Dan woke up at about 7.30. i didnt want to get up so i slept for about another hour. and then i was grumpy. so now im stuck home. probably going to hang out with like chris, or levi or someone..but im not wanting to do anything or go out. going out tomorrow nite and friday nite and then babysitting on saturday again.

<3?

xolauxo7 @ 2005-02-22T09:24:00

2005-02-22T14:31:22Z

today i was waken up by my cat. i have ALWAYS hated that cat. last nite i took a few pictures of me to use for something. mom and dad left for work this morning and Dan ended up letting the neighbors dog out. not me =) very happy! going to call alex in a little bit to wake him up. very hungry rite now and its only 9.30 so probably going to go to sleep.

i love you <3

today and yesterday

2005-02-21T21:52:16Z

yesteday/last nite was the like best nite ever! Me, Meg, Sam and Ry went to see Ryan Cabrera with Cassie and Shannon. oh man, so much fun! the opening act with Kyle was very good! after the concert, we met Kyle! <33 holy shit, wicked hott! Me, meg sam and ry all got a picture with him! =) and the other opening act was pretty good, but i loved the bass guitarist.. Robbie.. holy fuck, i LOVE him! he was sooo cute! omg i was like in love! anyways, ryan cabrera was so sexy, as usual=) i was screaming my head off with like sam and meg and ry! wow, so much fun! so in the car, sam was on the end, and i was sleeping on her shoulder, then meg was on my shoulder and ry was on megs shoulder. when we got in the house, shannon and cassie (nigel and mary ann)went into Cassies room and watched "saw" and me meg sam and ry watched how to loose a guy in 10 days! very good movie. of course, i fell asleep first like always. and then everyone else did. in the morning, my cell phone rang and who else would it be? alex! no, it was my mom. so then i had to come home because dan was alone by himself. and now im here. kinda craving an ice coffee. hope ryans almost done with the CD =P

i love you

wow, havent updated in a while! =O

2005-02-12T14:14:20Z

just woke up. still very tired. Last nite, i watched a Walk to Remember, and i called ryan as i was crying, but she was on the other line with linds and said she would call me back.. but she never did! wow, so emo. yeah okay well i got a 54 on my history test and im having a retake on tuesday. Cant do anything this weekened, but "study study study! and do homework!" <-- as my dad would say! wow, what a dork! haha.
just sitting here eating my BAGEL and drinking my ICE COFFEE! I love Jeanette! shes awesome. home alone because everyones at my brother basketball game. yeah not big deal, his games are at like 9 in the morning, im sure as hell not going! haha
anways, probably going to just take it easy today, listen to music, do homework (wow i never want to say that again) um, take shower, play DDR and what else but STUDY!!! so yeah, just call if you want to make me feel better! =)

i love you <33

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-30T09:38:00

2004-12-30T14:45:32Z

Going to the Cape today.. seeing the Saari's! =P havent seen them since.. 2002.. but im so mad that the ladies cant come down to the cape.. guys, dont have too much fun without me..=( i feel bad enough..
Alex is in New York.. so i dont have anyone to call and talk to really.. Hope your having fun.. omg why is everyone like away from me? im so not loved anymore.
So just hanging out here, i should really be cleaning, but im not.. but soon im going to get started. and i need to pack and all that jazz. <-- haha thanks sammie.. its cute..
So much fun last nite with Ry and Sammie.. omg it was so much fun.. many many moments.. pictures, my parents walking in.. trying to talk to random people.. getting checked out by like a ton of guys.. ew.. they were ugly.. NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE! HE'S HERE! haha.. Alex and the guys he doesnt kno calling.. ryan talking up a strom, ryan flipping the camera off with her panited nail.. haha.. Next time we go out guys, we're gonna see Darkness with everyone.. everyone with the grudge..;)

Anyways, i really miss alex now because like, sam, and like dan and alex and meg are gonna have a party without me! and my mom wont let me stay home in frigen hopelessdale! This is so not fair! AHHH!

well, now im grumpy.. see ya'll in 2005.. i love you!

xo_ L _xo

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-27T11:30:00

2004-12-27T16:31:52Z

EDWIN McCAIN LYRICS

"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

[Repeat Chorus]

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

[Repeat Chorus]

merry late christmas!!

2004-12-26T18:15:58Z

hey guys! hope everyone had a Merry Christmas! I did.. and i got a ton of awesome things. Time to go spend $100 for the mall because thats one thing i got from mi madre! Also i got to see my cousin Trevor who i havent seen since thanksgiving and i missed him.. and of course, like every year, he lost his present.. haha that little dork. He left for CT again today and im going to see him probably again on Easter.

I called all my friends and wished them a Merry Christmas and found out that A TON OF PEOPLE got DDR and so now ya'll wont have to come over my house and play it.. haha nahh.. im just kidding.. but its awesome that other people have it too because now we can go to like someones house like, every weekend to play it! WOOP WOOP!

i finally got my digital camera, with tons of printing paper and a printer for the pictures.. ! woo! i got tons of girft cards and cute things from the family.. hope everyone had a sweet one! Love you all!

L.O.V.E. Y.O.U <3

*_- L -_*

nothingg..

2004-12-24T15:21:53Z

its kinda early for me to be updating but whatever, i am..

Woke up today at about like, 8:30 because my mom was getting my dads presents from under my bed and im not a heavy sleeper. So i woke up, went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, went downstairs, ate breakfast, watched white chicks.. haha thanks alex! i loved it! i already watched it 3 times!! =) and then played DDR.. so rite now i should be cleaning, but my moms not hear so im not really doing anything. But i have a lot of cleaning to do and then later the family's going over to the Rizzos to give and get presents. Which we've always done with them and the Burney's. So yeah, hopefully getting some more makeup because i need some more.. even though i have a full draw full of it.. haha well anyways, just hanging around the house today while my mom and dad are shopping for christmas... WHICH IS TOMORROW! YAY! IM SO EXCITED!

Merry_Christmas.

I. <3. You.

xo_L_xo

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-19T10:30:00

2004-12-19T16:02:18Z

if you noticed.. i like these things.. haha

|| BASICS ||
name: Lauren
nicknames : Lau, Laulie, Peaches (dont ask), L, Lau Lau
sex : Female
birthday : july 22

sign : cancer
place of birth : beverly hospital
current residence: hoepdale
hair color : dirty blonde with blonde highlites
height : 5'3
writing hand : righty.. i think thats what ur asking me
|| BODY iLLS SKiLLS ||
.
do you bite your nails : nahh

can you roll your tongue : yup
can you blow smoke rings: no

can you blow spit bubbles: yea!...
can you cross your eyes: yeah!
colored hair: highlites
tattoos and where: none sir
piercing and where: 2 on each ear and an upper one in my left
do you make your bed daily: no unless my mom tells me too but other then that, no
what goes on first bra or underwear: undies.. you never kno who will come in ur room.. and i'd rather have undies on then a bra if someone came in!
which shoe goes on first: right
speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: like, all the time!
how much money is usually in your wallet?: umm, between $20-40

what jewelry do you wear 24/7?: my upper earring
whats sexiest on a guy : their body!
whats sexiest on a girl : probably boobs? but im not saying that like im a lesbo. like if i were a guy thats probably what i'd look for.. idk!
would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : late and look great
do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl
how many cereals are in your cabinet: 56465165165468732613543 boxes! but we never eat any! haha
what utensils do you use eating pizza: mostly my hands.. haha

do you cook : yeah

|| GROOMiNG ||

how often do you brush your teeth : 2! 1 in the morning, 1 at nite
how often do you shower: everyday

how long do these showers last: half hour- 45 min. im a long shower person
hair drying method : down dries quick for me, up mostly dries slower than i like
do you paint your nails : yes

do you swear : yeah
do you mumble to yourself : umm yeah haha
do you spit in public : yes
do you pee in the shower: if i really have to go.. like my bladders going to explode i pee but not all the time
whats in ur cd player?: yellowcard i think?
person you talk most on the phone with: Levi
what color is your bedroom : light purple...
do you use an alarm clock : nope, my mom wakes me up.. i used to use it!
name one thing or person you're obsessed with: lets see, umm, HOT GUYS!
have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : yes
ever sunbathed in the nude: i dont think so.. hehe but i did go topless tanning.. haha i guess that counts
window seat or aisle : plane-window, car-window, bus-asisle, train-window.. i get sick in everything!
whats your sleeping position: i have 3 pillows. my favorite one i lay on, the other two on my sides so i dont fall off the bed because that always happens to me. Te big pillow (my favorite) i sleep on my tummy with my head to the left and my hands under the pillow.. and it works for me! and i also hang onto my mushi!
what kind of bed do you like : pillow top
in hot weather do you use a blanket : yea a sheet but i'll go to bed in like undies and a tank top or a bra.. whatever i feel like!
do you snore : i dont think so.. but every once in a while i will. If i have a stuffy nose i will. But i take medicine
do you sleepwalk : nope
do you talk in your sleep : once in a while
do you sleep with a stuffed animal : nope, a mushi

|| WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU ||
you had sex: : uhh.. i havent
watched bambi: haha like last week.. i love disney movies!
cried : last nite

talked on the phone: 2 minutes ago
read a book: 4 days ago
punched someone: idk i havent punched someone in a while! =O
|| MUSiC ||

is music important to you: yes
do you sing?: yes...but not very good
what instruments do you play?: flute

what do you think of Eminem: HOT and yummy.. hehe

|| DO YOU LiKE ||

pop music: yes
rock music: YES

punk music: nahh
rap music: no i hate rap
hip-Hop/RB: yes
country: only if Mr. Farrell is in the car with me!
classical: haha only in the car with my mom
new age: once in a while
what is one band/singer you like that no one has heard of?: hmmm....idk!

|| RANDOM ||

Who is your role model: tinkerbell.
What are some of your pet peeves: people who are annoying... and like ugly people who think their wicked hotttt it bugs me!
Have you ever liked someone you didnt have a chance with: yeah
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really, i love surprises!
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): yea!
Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: who hasnt
Would you rather be dumper or dumped?: dumper
Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": hookups funner
Do you want to get married: yea
Do you want kids: yeah 3
Do you believe in psychics: kinda
Do you believe in love?: yes
What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: ii dont have one that i like

What is your favorite part of your emotional being: humor def.
Are you happy with you: yes
Are you happy with your life: yes
If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: to take back all the people that i hurt or that hurt me..

[ Current Clothes ] my PJs
[ Current Mood ] tired
[ Current Music ] none
[ Current Taste ] morning breath
[ Current Make-up ] none
[ Current Hair] up in a messy bun
[ Current Annoyance] my mom not taking me to the mall!

[ Current Smell ] air?
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] studying, cleaning, SHOPPING.. AHH!
[ Current Desktop Picture] my friends and hot guys

[Favorite Group ] i have a lot
[ Current Book you're reading ] april morning..
[ Current CD in CD Player ] i think Yellowcard
[ Current DVD in player ] some weird movie my parents watched that they had to call me and ask how to play the DVD because their dumb! haha
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] hot pink
[ Current Refreshment ] none
[ Current Worry ] nothing really

|| FIRSTS ||

First best friend: samantha lynn frappier

First car: none
First job: babysitting
first screen name: lalalilypeas89

First self purchased album: i forget
First funeral: megs grampa.. but it was only at the church

First pets: dogs- kelsey and lily. kitty- glen cocoa
First credit card: none
First enemy: i dont have any.. i just dont like people
First big trip: Pennsylvania

First play/musical/performance: over the medow in kindergarten

|| Who was the last person ||

Kissed you: alex
Held you: my mom
Slept in your bed: umm.. probably ryan because i have a big bed.. because im a big girl haha as my aunt would say to my younger cousin
Made you cry: myself
You went to the movies with: Dan, Alex, Sam Perkins, Michael, Tyler, Sammie, Meg, Linds, Me, Matt, Ry, and a lot more i just cant remember
Yelled at you: my dad...

Sent you an email: dani i think

|| Have you ever ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?:yeah
Kept a secret from everyone: yeah
What time is it now?: 10.57

Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: red
Spring or Fall?: spring for skirts!
winter or summer?: summer
lestat or louis?: HUH
goth or punk?: punk.. but im not either!
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: eat something!

What was the last meal you ate? a cupcake!
Are you bored?: yes
Last noise you heard?: dan asking me why im on the computer
Last smell you sniffed?: hehe air!
Last time you went out of state?: hmm.. i think it was before Thanksgiving

|| Other Info ||

Criminal record?: no..
Do you speak any other languages?: spanish
Name favorite things in your bedroom?: my bed, my purple chair, my pillows
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: my body
Worst feeling in the world: when you find out that someone died! it sucks! because your heart like, stops.. or at least mine does

|| Finish the sentence ||

I Love...you
I Miss...youI wish...i had a pair of socks on
I Hope... we can still be riends
I'm Annoyed by... my brother
I Am... a girl
I Want it to... be summer

|| Have you ever ||

Thought you were going to die: yeah...
Wanted to Run away: yea... i still do!

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-18T11:20:00

2004-12-18T17:00:59Z

What is your name? Lauren
Are you named after anyone? no
What's your screename? adorablelilLau22

Would you name a child of yours after you? hell no..

If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? umm. idk!
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? Meg
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? Laoren, Law, Lauly, Loren

Would you drop your last name if you became famous? nahh..

Basics
Your gender: girlie girl
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single? nope
If not, do you want to be? hell no, i love alex!
Birthdate: 7-22

Your age: 13
Age you act: i can act like everything

Age you wish you were: 21
Your height: 5'3

Eye color: green

Happy with it? yeah
Hair color: blonde

Happy with it? yeah but i miss my long hair

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: ambidextrous
Your living arrangement: house?
Your family: well i have a huge family if you count friends.. mom, dad, dan, ry, sam, meg, levi
Have any pets? kelsey and lily, my puppies.. <3
Whats your job? babysitting
Piercings? yup 5
Tattoos? i want one
Obsessions? sports, video games, movies with friends, hanging out with Alex <3
Addictions? my obsessions

Do you speak another language? i speak mumble with Sammie, and spanish which i hate
Have a favorite quote? yea

Do you have a webpage? no
Do you live in the moment? all the time
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? hell no.
Do you have any secrets? yeah.. but i always end up telling alex and my friends
Do you hate yourself? sometimes
Do you like your handwriting? i hate it
Do you have any bad habits? not anymore
What is the compliment you get from most people? "i like that shirt, pants, hair etc."
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? CRAZINESS
What's your biggest fear? spiders
Can you sing? not really

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? i dont think so.. unless other people think i do
Are you a loner? when my friends are at 3rd lunch =(
What are your #1 priorities in life? my clothes, alex, friends, getting married.. having a beautiful life
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? oh yea.. then again, who doesnt like me? im awesome!
Are you a daredevil? oh yeah, i'll do anything!
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? my clothes, and sometimes i just hate everything about me

Are you passive or agressive? both depends on the situation
Do you have a journal? yep, a live journal
What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: my friends are my strength weakness: saying i cant do something..
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my body
Do you think you are emotionally strong? umm..sure
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yes
Do you think life has been good so far? yeah
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? how to tie shoes.. haha
What do you like the most about your body? my eyes
And least? everything except my eyes and hair
Do you think you are good looking? frlom what i hear, yeah
Are you confident? most of the time
What is the fictional character you are most like? idk
Are you perceived wrongly? sir, i dont kno what that means..
Do You...
Smoke? no
Do drugs? no
Read the newspaper? too confusing
Pray? in church
Go to church? yeah most of the time

Talk to strangers who IM you? nah.. i block them if they piss me off haha
Sleep with stuffed animals? no i have a blankie.. hehe.. its wicked special to me
Take walks in the rain? hell yeah! dude, i jump puddles and dance!
Talk to people even though you hate them? DUH

Drive? i kno how to!
Like to drive fast? yes..
Would or Have You Ever...
Liked your voice? no
Been out of the country? yes
Eaten something that made other people sick? hha oh yea, everything that Sam Frapp doesnt like.. rite Sammie?! haha i love you
Been in love? still am..
Done drugs? no
Gone skinny dipping? hehe yes..
Had a medical emergency? no

Had surgery? no
Ran away from home? yes
Played strip poker? if i knew how to play poker i would def. yea
Gotten beaten up? once or twice

Beaten someone up? all the time
Been picked on? yes
Been on stage? yeah
Slept outdoors? yeah, i hate it
Thought about suicide? never

Pulled an all nighter? yeeahh.. who doesnt?

If yes, what is your record? 24 hours.. like i didnt sleep the wholoolllleee nitte
Gone one day without food? could never do that
Talked on the phone all night? yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? yes
Slept all day? no latests was 3.30
Killed someone? i dont think so.. and if i did, im sorry!
Made out with a stranger? yeah, maybe
Had sex with a stranger? yea, maybe again..
Thought you're going crazy? i still do..
Kissed the same sex? haha as a joke.

Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
Been betrayed? i dont think so
Had a dream that came true? yeah they always come true
Broken the law? yeah

Met a famous person? yup me meg and sam! Water Wizz
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? my dad hits squirrels on purpose
On purpose? haha yea
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes..
Stolen anything? yeah..
Been on radio/tv? im not sure..

Been in a mosh-pit? i think like once

Had a nervous breakdown? always do
Bungee jumped? nope but i want to so badly!
Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets? no
Miracles? yes
Astrology? ..huh?
Magic? yea
God? yes
Satan? whose that?

Santa? i used to
Ghosts? yes
Luck? yes
Love at first sight?yes

Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yes
Witches? no
Easter bunny? i used to

Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? no

Do you wish on stars? no
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yes
Do you think God has a gender? yeah! hes a guy! aduh!

Do you believe in organized religion? sure...
Where do you think we go when we die? im probably going to hell.. haha

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? nahh..
Who is your best friend? ryan, meg,sam <33 i love you!
Who's the one person that knows most about you? probably Sam since we knew each other since kindergarden!

What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? your beautiful..?
Your favourite inside joke? HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Thing you're picked on most about? my thrid lip haha
Who's your longest known friend? sammie, and levi

Newest? probably Ry
Shyest? are you kidding? me and my friends are as loud as ever, theres no such thing as shy
Funniest? me?

Sweetest? Sam
Closest? all of them
Weirdest? def. Meg
Smartest? Ry

Ditziest? all of us
Friends you miss being close to the most? James, Josh, Max, Scott, Mike, John
Last person you talked to online? Bri
Who do you talk to most online? Ry, Alex, Levi, Sammie, Meg
Who are you on the phone with most? Levi and Ry

Who do you trust most? we all trust each other the most
Who listens to your problems? they all do
Who do you fight most with? haha easy, Ryan Lynne Farrell
Who's the nicest? all of them.
Who's the most outgoing? me, ry and meg.. sams a little scared.
Who's the best singer? Sam

Who's on your shit-list? everyone but Sam, Meg and Ry.. duh! we hate everyone!

Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? not like my friend thats a girl but yeah a guy friend
Who's your second family? the Laumeisters, Farrells, McCallums, and Frappiers
Do you always feel understood? umm, yea
Who's the loudest friend? MEGHAN!
Do you trust others easily? I have to get to really know them before i can trust them
Who's house were you last at? Rizzos

Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Alex
Do your friends know you? uhh, yeaaa
Friend that lives farthest away: James and Josh

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? only if they dont love me haha suckers
What do you find romantic? little kisses on the neck, cheek, alexs singing, cuddling i love all of those
Turn-on? funny, good personality, fun to be around, likes to be around me
Turn-off? the oppisites of the stuff i just said
First kiss? Jordy but the first kiss i ever wanted was really from Alex and not just because hes my boyfriend.. i really liked him since 4th grade and up.. <3
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? sorry for them!
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going? before..

Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a gurl to ask a dude out? no i thik its prettier when guys ask girls out..
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? no.. but somtimes

Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? yea or thats what i hear..
What is best about the opposite sex? their awesome! and they're more fun.. sorry girls.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they;re always immature!

What's the last present someone gave you? somethien from my mommy for my birthday
Are you in love? yes ma'am/sir
Do you consider your significant other hot? huh?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? idk but thats a scary question
You wanted to kill? Alex haha i love you!
That you laughed at? Alex Rizzo

That laughed at you? my mom.. shes always picking on me..
That turned you on? this realy hot id in a car i drove by.. haha
You went shopping with? my dad

That broke your heart? no one really breaks my heart because i always break theirs first!

To disappoint you? Scott

To ask you out? Franky
To make you cry? myself
To brighten up your day? Alex
That you thought about? Alex
You saw a movie with? umm, i think that last movie was the grudge and that was with.. sammie, meg, ryan, alex, sam perkins, matt, tyler, michael, dan, and so many more i think.. idk i didnt really pay attention
You talked to on the phone? Levi

You talked to through IM/ICQ? Shane

You saw? my daddy
You lost? nobody..
Right This Moment...
Are you going out? yeah
What are you wearing right now? pink jeans, michael rendas sweatshirt
Body part you're touching right now: haha my boob because it hurts
What are you worried about right now? my brother.. idk why

What book are you reading? April Morning
What's on your mousepad? its a Harry Potter mousepad! haha oh yea!
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: in love, happy, sick, insane, good
Are you bored? not really

Are you tired? yeah..
Are you talking to anyone online? no because everyones away..
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no but if i was, it would be levi i bet you anything

Are you lonely or content? no
Are you listening to music? yes

sick again..

2004-12-17T14:31:58Z

why is it that IM always sick? well, it sucks.. well, im home alone again.. until Dan, mom, or dad comes home. I'm thinking that dad will come home first because he said that he would take me Christmas shopping.. im so not ready for christmas this year! I still need to get sam, meg, ry and jennie something.. but jennie, you already know what your getting.. GO KOOL AID! haha good times chica!

I'm really mad that i couldnt go to school because i have a spanish test, history test, and a math quiz. And i cant go to basketball either so that means im not going to be able to play as much in the game on Monday. Just watching some TV rite now.. but then probably going back to sleep. I had the worst chills last nite and i felt like i was going to die because i was shaking and everything was spinning.. it sucked. But i will be going to school on Monday because i have to go the the game. But what sucks is that i'm going to have to make up all the tests/quizzes and i wont be able to go out this weekend.. hopefully ryan will bring my homework home for me.. i'll try calling her at lunch.. or when she goes to lunch..

I love you.. <3

*.._ L _..*

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-16T12:58:00

2004-12-16T18:05:55Z

Came home sick today.. i felt like shit this whole day. I'm so glad my nana came to pick me up because i was sneezing, blowing my nose and everything! All caught up on my sleep. Now just studying for History and Spanish. And let me tell you, History is coming along great! I know everything so Ryan Farrell SHOULD be very pleased with me. Spanish i don't know how im going to be able to remember all the changes and meanings... but im going to have to some how. After school, I'm going to call ryan on her cell and let her know that im all caught up with homework and everything. Then nana's going to drive me to basketball at 3.30. So after Dan gets home from school, I'm getting dressed and then off to basketball. At 5.00, coming home from bball, taking a shower, then getting ready for the band concert. woo.. only doing this for Six Flags.. =) anyways, its going to be a busy day today because of all the studying and homework, and school, and sports. But im a tough fighter and i can handle it.. Hope school was fun guys without me! =(

I. L. O. V. E. Y. O. U <3

_*.. Lau ..*_

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-14T18:14:00

2004-12-14T23:20:33Z

Today, Sam's cell, (Cellie Phono) passed away.. we're having a funeral for it soon.. beofre it rots.. hehe im just kididng playa.. haha wow, i've been talking to scott WAYY too much.. i just need to remind myself.. IM WHITE, IM WHITE, IM WHITE.

Levi, Alex and Brendan all sounded/did a great job after school for the concert.. yay! and if you dont make it.. he's a fuckhead... because you guys sounded great! Love you boys!

Basketball sucked.. they didnt have uniform number 27 =( its my favorite number!!! I missed my Meg so much today! it was so quiet without you.. which sucked.. but we all missed you Meg! Meg, me and Sammie were sitting by ourselves today at lunch! We needed the other mean girl! it wasnt the same walking down the hallway without you either.. and sam and i were like, on time for computers! =O it was very scary! Well we love you and we miss you!

oh man, the funniest basketball practice ever! YOU GO GLEN COCO! snorting.. haha the yo symbol with the hands.. yolahehuuu! haha awesome times Sammmie and Ry... HAHA We need to have a play be called Glen Coco! or i'll kill someone.. and seriously, i really would.. haha

Tommorow, going to Boston.. woo! FRUALUHEHUU!

tomorrows another entry.. i love you.. <3

xo_L_xo

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-13T18:56:00

2004-12-14T00:00:27Z

hey guys!

well im very happy today! Scottie called me and im so excited! I miss him so much and im glad he called.. then we 3 wayed sammie.. and we talked for so long.. oh man, i miss him. not to be like obsessive or anything but you would feel the same way if you met someone in August and havent seen them or talked to them since. So yes, im very happy! nothing can bother me.. knowing that i talked to him.. AND JAMES! major bonus! I cant wait because we might be seeing him on New Years instead of going to the Cape! Well i really hope that works out! I have never been happier! But i was sad talking to him because we were talking about memories that we all had together.. Well, that just about it and i thought that i mite like to share with you.. haha because you all love hearing me get all excited about everything!

love you!

xo_L_xo

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-13T16:42:00

2004-12-13T21:48:54Z

Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up) I feel like giving up (like giving up) I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly Leave a note for you my only one And I know you can see right through me So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one My only one My only one My only one You are my only, my only one

xolauxo7 @ 2004-12-11T10:59:00

2004-12-11T16:00:07Z

hey guys,

so far, today has not been good.. woo hoo.. first, ryan slept over which was fun.. but then at 7 in the morning, my brother Dan took the dogs out. Me and ry were upstairs over the garage when he let them out so we heard every word he said. And as you all know, im not a heavy sleeper in the morning. So then, Dan asks me if i want to go to his basketball game and i was being a good sister and went.. i think dans better at basketball then me.. which is sad i kno.. haha. My saturday plans WERE going to be go to alex L's house.. but you kno... knowing my mom and her last minute changes.. said that i couldnt go. Even though she said on friday it was okay. So now im staying home with ryan, and dan. And my dads not home so.. woo, i cant like do anything unless they come over here. So i've been trying to get a hold of my mom but you kno she never has her cell on. I mean its fine with my dad but my moms just a loser like that. AND SHE ALWAYS DOES THIS. first i can do things with my friends.. the next 5 minutes go by.. "okay mom im leaving! love you!" and of course "WHERE THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING?!?!?! YOU CANT GO ANYWHERE!!!" of course not... because she like doesnt want me to have a life or something! AHHH! After high school, im leaving my house ASAP and leaving this stupid messed up town. I HATE HOPEDALE!

theres always tomorrow...

-_* Lauren *_-

new journal

2004-12-10T01:10:39Z

just seeing how this works..ry made it for me :)